I feel like when something continously comes back to you, then it must be right. This dream I have to spread complete overall wellness will never go away. It started with a blog, then it went to actual fitness groups, now it is online as well (Group and personal training).
I don’t know. God really has a way of showing you His plans, but only a little bit at a time. He doesn’t rush, and he definitely doesn’t show you the whole plan. I made a goal a couple of months ago. I wanted my online training to be fully running by January 1st, 2017. I thought it was a long shot, but I kept coming back to it everyday. Working on it when I could. Asking those closest around me for feedback. All the while wearing my many daily hats as a wife, mother, friend, coworker, etc. At times I thought I was going to go crazy. Then 2 months past and suddenly I found myself finished just in time for the New Year, but something still wasn’t right.
Today I felt more stressed than ever. I was trying to figure out the kids (and why they were being so damn crazy), while keeping up with my husband (but not wanting to stress him out with my worries), and making sure everything is in order for my website launch (making sure I over obsessed with everything). …but you know what it’s ok. It is going to be ok. I was so busy with everything that I didn’t take the time to celebrate the little accomplishment that was happening. I FINISHED THE WEBSITE BY JANUARY 1st, and launched today. Sometimes when I just let go, it all falls into place. (Not saying I’m still not going to work my ass off to make it grow because trust me I’m not done yet.)
I can truly close my eyes though, and feel like a winner. If you only knew what I have been through. I have been working on this dream since 2009. That just proves to you that God and perseverance never fail. I didn’t know how, but I knew my why. He gave me a God size dream, and as my eyes fill with tears, I can only be thankful. 2017 will be something special. I can feel it, and I will take you along this journey with me. I hope my whole vision comes into view for all of you, and I hope you reach your goals too.
Be well my loves, and happy new year.